okay this convo was like woah thats like deep but i like her shes kool considering we met like 5 minutes ago
MyrLordx187x: this u?
Majorpreppy13: Yep
MyrLordx187x: kk
Majorpreppy13: but my name is sk8erchica1989
MyrLordx187x: aw darn i put a k in chica
MyrLordx187x: hold on
MyrLordx187x: lol
Majorpreppy13: ok
MyrLordx187x: there we go
Majorpreppy13: what's your name
MyrLordx187x: aim sux you have to pay for icons
MyrLordx187x: Jarrod
MyrLordx187x: and you?
Majorpreppy13: I'm Karissa
Majorpreppy13: where do you live?
MyrLordx187x: nice to meet ya Karissa
MyrLordx187x: cali
MyrLordx187x: oceanside
Majorpreppy13: oceanside really cool
Majorpreppy13: I live in Chico
MyrLordx187x: chicago?
Majorpreppy13: Chico, California
MyrLordx187x: ah
MyrLordx187x: lol
MyrLordx187x: never heard of it
MyrLordx187x: but that ok
Majorpreppy13: It's near Sacremento want me to call you?
MyrLordx187x: naw its ok
Majorpreppy13: what r u up to?
MyrLordx187x: well i was playin diablo but i drop into public chat every once in a while
MyrLordx187x: ppl i knew were there so i stayed
MyrLordx187x: what kinda games you play on brood war?
Majorpreppy13: I didn't know neone but kinda feeling alone today
Majorpreppy13: missing my mom
MyrLordx187x: i c
Majorpreppy13: all kinds
Majorpreppy13: and my b/fs playing video games with my bro
MyrLordx187x: im a ums person
Majorpreppy13: cool, do you like avril lavigne
MyrLordx187x: well
MyrLordx187x: i like nobody's home
Majorpreppy13: That's my song that song is about me I sware
Majorpreppy13: it's like my lfie
Majorpreppy13: life*
MyrLordx187x: i c
MyrLordx187x: my song is she will be loved lol
Majorpreppy13: I love thats ong
Majorpreppy13: song*
Majorpreppy13: what do you like to do for fun?
MyrLordx187x: erm play games lol
MyrLordx187x: play football
Majorpreppy13: funny my bro is playin footbal on xbox right now lol
MyrLordx187x: i swim
MyrLordx187x: i play like real football
MyrLordx187x: i hate sports video games
MyrLordx187x: with a passion lol
Majorpreppy13: lol
Majorpreppy13: lol
Majorpreppy13: I feel like crying
MyrLordx187x: awwww
MyrLordx187x: dont
MyrLordx187x: itll be okay
Majorpreppy13: I feel like going back into cutting myself but I can;t
MyrLordx187x: no no no dont do that i have plenty of friends that do that but it doesnt help
MyrLordx187x: you git nuthing from it
MyrLordx187x: only thing cutting gives you is scars
MyrLordx187x: i know we met like 5 minutes ago but you can talk to me if itll keep you from cutting
Majorpreppy13: Thanx
Majorpreppy13: It's just my moms in the hospital and I feel so alone and lsot
Majorpreppy13: like nobody cares
MyrLordx187x: well you have a bro
MyrLordx187x: he prolly cares
MyrLordx187x: you have a boyfriend?
Majorpreppy13: hes 32
Majorpreppy13: Ya, I do hes here right now
MyrLordx187x: he cares too
MyrLordx187x: thats two
Majorpreppy13: but sometimes I think he;s afraid to reach out to me because he's afraid if I do something it'll be his fault
MyrLordx187x: you need to tell him that its okay to talk
Majorpreppy13: I can't
MyrLordx187x: you guys cant be boyfriend and girlfriend if you dont talk to eachother
Majorpreppy13: we do just not much since my mom went into the hospital
MyrLordx187x: well he should know that this is one of the times you need him more
Majorpreppy13: He does but he's hurting to
MyrLordx187x: cause your unhappy
MyrLordx187x: ?
MyrLordx187x: rite?
Majorpreppy13: Ya, and because my moms hurting
MyrLordx187x: hmm
Majorpreppy13: my mom is like a mom to him
Majorpreppy13: and b/c his dad left him in April his brother is like a dad to hi,
MyrLordx187x: ya thats how it would be if i had a gf
Majorpreppy13: him*
MyrLordx187x: i c
Majorpreppy13: why don't you?
MyrLordx187x: im too shy
Majorpreppy13: Shy guys are cool becaue you can trust them because you know they won't try nething but sometimes you have to go out on a limb sometimes be shy but open sometimes 2
Majorpreppy13: The best of both worlds
MyrLordx187x: i know but its hard
Majorpreppy13: I know, but sometimes it's easier to be open than it is to hide behind a wall and be all alone
MyrLordx187x: like your thing with telling your bf about how he can reach out to you
MyrLordx187x: this is tru
Majorpreppy13: I know how it feels to be on the sideline wondering if I had just said something I could be in there laughing and having a wonderful time but I chose to stand her all alone crying in the darkness so just reach out and try
Majorpreppy13: Be cautious but not so cautious that people can't see how great you are
Majorpreppy13: because if nobody knows you'll be alone for the rest of your life
Majorpreppy13: So reach out and say hi to some1 you dont know try and open up just a little because in the end it makes all the diffrence
Majorpreppy13: sorry for lecturing you
MyrLordx187x: i know i know but most ppl would be like your crazy lol
MyrLordx187x: no prob i usually do that for other ppl
Majorpreppy13: Ya, but crazy isn't always bad
MyrLordx187x: never thought id find someone that would do it to me lol
Majorpreppy13: Sometimes it's easier to be crazy than sane
Majorpreppy13: Sane people always think about everything before they do it crazy people jsut say how they feel and they love it
MyrLordx187x: reality is a nice place to visit but living there isnt very fun
MyrLordx187x: lol
Majorpreppy13: lol
Majorpreppy13: Ya, but don't live there visit there often
Majorpreppy13: Don't be a stranger to the fun creative, loving friendly side, don't hide it behind the shy lonley person who is all people see
Majorpreppy13: Show your true colors and you'll shine brighter than the stars in the sky
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